about me

for the purposes of the internet you can call me Craw (like crawtterly) or Zed or Z or whatever you feel like really, none of those are even my name!! i use he/him pronouns and i'm an autistic trans guy who had never done coding before trying to do neocities, so forgive me if this is a bit shabby!! i'm just here to have fun and be silly and free :3 uhh i will do all sorts of anything on here!! whatever strikes my fancy. i get anxious quite a lot so this site isn't gonna be anything serious that'd make me stressed, just my silly little website i do what i want with :)

i am (secretly) a hedgehog , , yeag

if you haven't noticed from the general seemings of this site i'm a very rambly guy, i say lots of words and use lots of brackets everywhere. in the lists below i've bolded keywords to make it sorta easier to process?but i haven't done that for the whole site

medias i enjoy

these aren't especially categorised cause every time i try to do that it starts stressing me out for some reason???i might edit this in the future though!!

• music (at large yes. listening + writing + talking about + many genres)
• overpriced nintendo franchises :( specifically zelda, kirby and pikmin although the only pikmin game ive played is pikmin bloom the creatures have captured my heart... pikmin,,
• lots of books!! books are talked about more in detail on the reading pages of this site
• specific book shout out to omniscient reader's viewpoint holy shiiit it it fucking. i like it a lot
• watching inside no. 9 atm and its good and sillyyy i enjoy it
• various musicals,, in particular falsettos trilogy (in trousers, march of the falsettos + falsettoland), harmony: a new musical and a fair bit of Sondheim (mainly merrily we roll along) do things to my brain
• NOW FINISHED WATCHING kevin can fuck himself and honestly its so good i've never seen anything quite like it before
• i enjoy reading specifically homestuck FAN PROJECTS. no i have not read the original homestuck and i mean i'm not opposed to it, its just lots and i do not have time probably, but i like the sort of formatting and original characters you get introduced in a nice easy formulaic way when reading the fan ones!! and they're good fun. i don't know this isn't a major thing i just find it a little bit funny

hobbies!!!

• given this is website it seems relevant to mention coding!! to be fair i've done very very little coding before doing neocities buut i have a lot of fun with my silly little html and css over here :33
• i've also been enjoying sewing since i started in about june 2024? i can make my little creatures which is fun especially to do for my friends !!
• don't know if it fully counts but photography has been pretty fun too, i like taking pictures of the sun when i'm walking around
• playing instruments and singing!!! i've sang in choir(s) since i was very little and at this point its just an integral part of my identity
• working on doing more painting + also illustration

media/things that i want to learn more about but haven't yet but still seem super cool

video games

• DISCO ELYISUM i neeeed to play it or watch a playthrough or,, anything it seems like it could be my favourite thing ever
• persona 4 (golden) but also just persona beyond rtgame's p5r playthrough
• the professor layton series cause i'm still borrowing 2 of the games and its been, nearly 2 years
• red dead redemption 2 i know the spoilers for the story but it seems like something i would enjoy a lot

misc.

• the furry community.. also just art in general but specifically doing art of a little creature guy thats me but not
• clay sculpting!! there's some air dry clay at a shop near me so i want to get some at some point
• every sondheim musical ever. also every william finn musical ever